February, 2018.
It was a confusing day. Then, again, I got so involved with my new website. One of them. I finally put in practice one of the things I wanted to do even before I started to plan the travel, over three years ago: a website with nice and cute and good vibe pictures, which could make those ones who look at them feel better and happy. But I will not share other people pictures at all. All by me. Including those cute ones. I did not want exactly a Tumblr because of the whole sharing and ‘likes’ thing. Unfortunately after make some research for two days I was exhausted and decided took that one and just deal with some privacy stuff. So, at afternoon I felt useless passing so many hours doing that (apart for the time when K. came and went to a quickly swimming: He looked so hot! I am not into muscle men but I have to say, he looked gorgeous!) and decided to have lunch. The food got spoiled because I left outside of the fridge. I was pissed off and went to sleep. Too hot. I. came. It became hotter. I got even more pissed off. I had to leave. Grab some money, put the bikini and sun’s cream and decided to buy some cupcakes on the supermarket for lunch and pop corn for dinner before go to the beach and dive a little bit to try to think better. And stop to think in I.
At the beach, the sea it was so furious and so close to the coast that I could not cross to the other beach, the one with long and nicer sand. I was stuck!
I ate four cupcakes.
One local guy who was swimming approached me and we start to talk. Why so many locals when see some white tourist girl on the beach have to start to talk? Well, I will never know the real first intentions of any of them but this one, Alfred, at the end, wanted to buy me better flip flops. Who knows. He said he will show up in the hostel and bring me the new shoes. Lets see.
Before go to work I have a nice shower, I listen some music and get ready.
At the bar I felt as I could drink. As I should.
So I. was there. F. was there. K. was there. I fuck needed a drink.
A guest left more than a half Heineken and a Jägermeister. I wait. She did not come back. I finish her Heineken with my pop corn dinner and kept the shot on the fridge.
Once I was back, everything got crazy! Not too many clients but for some half hour I worked like crazy and with another sixteen people having a Juju shot all together, I had one too. On K.’s, of course. A really sweet guest from England, Keira, ordered five shots of Tequila plus one for me. Why did I take it? Because I was pissed off.
After midnight I kept working. I was not sleepy or tired. Half past midnight I sit beside I. and we are in a few people. I gave him the Jägermeister but after refusing to take it a few times, he finish saying “I will take it but then I will give it to you.” Well, if that is not a awesome way to say I will kiss you, I don’t know what is it.
More people left. One more Juju on K.. We are six now. I. inside the bar. Conversations about Brazil. K. says I am a beautiful woman. Uhul! Come to mama! Laugh. He offer me another drink. I take a Sierra blond. I make a sign for I. to sit beside me. My intentions of resisting to him are already gone by this time.
I put my legs above his. We are just looking at each other. He is pinching my legs. K. an M. leave. We are just five now, including F., who has just arrived.
It starts to rain. I get into. I come back to grab him. We are under the rain when we kiss for the first time. He has a good taste, nice and smooth, like the young man he is.